Here I stand....

Here I stand all alone for countless reasons
Here I stand without no being for endless seasons,

Here I stand smiling in all my sorrow
Here I stand waiting for a happier tomorrow,

Here I stand with no "inspiration" to ape
Here I stand without a vision to gape,

Here I stand loving her but all in vain
Here I stand unruffled by this draining pain,

Here I stand in disbelief thinking all this cant be true
Here I stand lost in thoughts so up in the air unlike the drops of dew,

Here I stand brutally wounded yet tightly wound
Here I stand all alone for countless reasons.

Alone...

Alone with nothing to say
Alone with no one to stay,
Alone when this world seemed so gray
Alone I was silent to her dismay,
Alone I lost touch and drifted away
Alone I could not stop him from going, he was already halfway
Alone each moment I used to pray,
Alone I fought all the way
Alone I walked that path and I could not stray,
Alone I embraced sorrow without no delay
Alone I walked as the soul surviver of my doomsday,

Alone I had to be, cause they were so faraway.

Loved...

Loved the stranger she was once
Loved that cute little smile of hers,
Loved the day we first met,

Loved those beautiful angelic eyes
Loved that childish innocence she had,

Loved talking to her, inventing a million excuses
Loved the way she imitated me,
Loved the names we gave each other

Loved to watch her smile or just pass by,
Loved the "smlle n stare" she once gave me
Loved the day she first held my hand, and the memorable touch,


Love these reminiscences which shall never fade
Love the little friendship we still share,

Love the message she scribbled for me
Love the smiles she still brings on me,
Love the tears which I used to fear

Loved her with all my heart
Had I had a million hearts,
Would give her all without no fears,
As long as this love so pure my soul bears.

What if....

What if all our wishes came true
What if there were no lost desires,

What if there were no broken hearts
What if there were no mistakes,
What if there were no regret
What if there were no fear of losing.

What if there were no failures,
What if there were no criticisms
What if there were no inhibitions.

What if there were no struggle for existence,
What if there were no pretense,mistrust or diplomacy in relationships
What if we were the "creators of circumstances" rather than the
"creatures of circumstances",

What if we were always loved by "the one" we love
What if our loved ones never had "difficult times",
What if we never ended up hurting the people we really care about
What if we never had to be lonely in a crowd,

What if we never had to hate ourselves for loving someone
What if we could bring a smile on each doleful face,
What if we could just go back in time and change everything that went wrong.

What if...